Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, similar to electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a